• Starting to miss my pale skin but I love my freckles
• Salisbury this weekend and I couldn’t be more excited to see my two boys
• I go from not having any work in WMST 101 to writing an 8 page paper and group presentation all due next week
• Still need to sign up for two more classes
• Slowly fucking my whole future up
• Going to the shelter makes me so upset
• I want to go on a plane and go to a cool resort
• I sit here and constantly build scenarios in my head that will never come true but I’ll continue to get excited about them just to be let down
• My hips don’t know when to stop growing but hips don’t lie so w/e
• I can’t find my appetite

• 37 days and I’m done
• Everyone is bringing me down about this college
• “Greatness returns, not as before, but stronger than ever.” Waking up to you right beside me was more than I could ever ask for
• Trying to plan so many fun summer things
• Waking up to Tanner’s remake of “I Don’t Mind” was the cutest
• He is the cutest
• I’ve been sick for over two weeks but I’m trying to not let it get to me
• Lil disappointed with The Hunger Games movie but I have to love it either way
• Wish I was going to UB Thursday
• Is Carlos really in jail?

• I literally think I’m going insane
• Never wearing my own clothes
• I’ve never been good with relationships
• My goals for completing my paper and midterm aren’t working out after today
• I just wish I understood this math
• Why is there an IMP assembly tomorrow? I have three months left I don’t need this
• I still wonder what I would do if I got into this college
• My mind’s so stuck on one thing right now and I hate it
• I’ve been dreaming about my past every night. Is there a disorder for what I have?
• I just want happiness, not only in me, but you too.

-I don’t get why I still post these things on here, I’m full of negativity in them
-I can’t swallow pills to save my life
-National Free Pancake day started off well but ended terribly
-Getting nervous about the school I applied to
-I really don’t know what I would do if I was accepted
-I need to buy this Mac like tomorrow before I fail all of the upcoming papers due
-I want to stop always feeling and being sick
-3 weeks
-It’s been almost two months. I hope you’re better, but I’m only getting worse.
-I have so much to say

-It’s coming down to the last three months
-Things never go as planned
-I don’t understand how people can be so selfish
-Having to wake up extremely early tomorrow to go to the doctors
-Too many people are dying
-I got my prom dress and it’s not yellow which sucks
-Tosh is the only thing putting me in a good mood
-Someone make me a good hardcore/punk cd mix
-Slowly increasing my tootsie roll and chocolate licorice addiction
-I can’t help but get upset when people ask about you

• My laptop is completely destroyed
• Getting back $1009 in taxes..aka new macbook pro coming my way
• Tom for being so generous
• Jeff is the sweetest. Dinner was really nice and he bought an outfit for me for my birthday
• 3 days
• I just want to hear from one person so badly
• Still haven’t found a place for June
• Bummed I’m missing Breastfest and every other cool hardcore fest
• My women’s studies class is full of freaks and I love every second of it
• I’m finally going to be 18 Saturday
• But I’m not even excited, it’ll just be a reminder of everyone who said they would stick around or wait but gave up and went away instead.

• I like EPI, not so much the surrounding people
• How can I miss someone so much when he’s not even gone yet?
• I want bangs real bad and need to make my decision by Thursday but it’s so risky
• Always a tired lil beb
• I hate how people think all seniors are going to trash their condos/townhouses. I just want a comfy place to stay.
• I hate hearing stories and not being able to make sure my best friend’s okay. I’ll always call you my best friend.
• Time is flying by and I can’t catch a break. 18 in three weeks. 
• I think Thursday will be too hard so I’m considering staying back
• Does that make me a bad person?

• I just want a pair of black pants/jeans that won’t attract every piece of lint or cat hair. Suggestions plz
• Being off Thursday and Friday
• The tattoo idea that’s continuously building in my head
• I can never be completely healthy
• Chanelle is LEGAL tomorrow
• Then I will be a month from tomorrow, finally
• I’m missing people more than ever
• Best friends don’t do this
• I want these last 19 or 20 days to last forever
• I got a raise today 

• I’m so tired of being sick
• I think too much about everything and nothing when alone
• 94 days
• Starting to get too upset at the thought of Tanner leaving in a few weeks
• Trying not to spend any money after Chanelle’s birthday
• I’m so behind on everything for school
• I don’t even want to go to senior week, I wanna road trip everywhere
• This pill has fucked me up both physically and mentally
• Still bummed about missing the free show Saturday
• What happened to my best friend?

-Dropping $400 on my car yesterday
+Wheatus was way too good live
-Freaking out about Christmas shopping
-I’m not even in the Christmas mood;I don’t even want it to come
+ A in Sociology, B in English 101
-I can’t help but put scenarios in my head that never turn out how I want in real life
-Forever thinking about this time last year with how I was on my death bed always
++Sunday with Tanner was the best
-I need to stop being bad 
-Sleeeepppyyyy