All I can say is that my life is pretty plain I like watchin’ the...– Blind Melon
June 19th, 2008
That very day, one year from this day, was the one of the best days. I don’t care if we didn’t do anything exciting or fun. It was the first time I saw you in a year, over a year in fact. You walked in, I was speechless. All I could do was have the biggest smile on my face and look at you. You probably thought I was retarded, standing in that doorway but I knew you came for a reason....
I was never good at saying goodbyes. I promise I will be here when you get back. For now, think of me.
All these words are getting twisted into my head. Nothing is making sense anymore, everything’s wrong, but I don’t know what it is. Everything is all bottled up inside but I can’t let it out. If it comes out it will make things much worse. It’s better this way, I think, I hope. No one understands me, how I do this is different from everyone else but I can’t be the...